Directed, Shot, Edited, Color by Jayden Becker

Shot, Directed, Edited, & VFX by: Jayden Becker Illustrations by: Conny Cavazos

a self portrait spoken word of my anxiety attacks. i remember experiencing my first full blown anxiety attack. it was 6 months after my dad had died. i was 16. i was outside painting my nails and i had this horrible overwhelming feeling of my brain and thoughts caving in on one another while my body felt detached yet so constricted. a feeling / thought of being in an ancient fighting arena arose, feeling so fucking small compared to the towering walls. no exit. just echos of my mind screaming and churning against the rock walls. that idea has stuck with me over the years as it seems to sum up the feeling of just existing while your mind races without stopping and your body feels so much of everything all at once. trapped in a towering chamber as the walls tumble down around you.

Created by Hannah Stone and Jayden Becker Shot, edited and VFX by Jayden Becker https://www.instagram.com/jaydenhbecker/ http://www.Jaydenbecker.com​​​ Stream/download Hannah Stone’s EP God’s Against This: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/hannahstone/gods-against-this Follow Hannah Stone Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/hannahstonemusic Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hannybigstones/

Feat. @Lil Shock Official Remix by @Unharmed Official Visualizer for Iced Out Feelings Unharmed Remix Pre-Save Here: https://ffm.to/icedoutunharmed.ois Connect With MACKAVON: https://www.instagram.com/mackavon https://soundcloud.com/mackavon https://twitter.com/lostmackavon https://www.facebook.com/BHG.MACKAVON Edited by Jayden Becker https://www.instagram.com/jaydenhbecker/ #LilShock #MACKAVON #Rockstar Lil Shock,Cake Lil Shock,Rockstar Lil Shock,Lil Shock Faygo,iann dior Emotions,Lil Shock Lazy,Lil Shock Friends,Lil Shock Talk To Me,Rockstar 1 Hour Loop,Lil Shock Cake Lyrics,Cake Fortnite Montage,iann dior Holding On,Gone Girl ft Trippie Redd,Clean Bandit Higher iann dior,iann dior Sick and Tired,ft Machine Gun Kelly,$not Like Me iann dior,24KGoldn Mood,24KGoldn,24KGoldn 3 2 1,iann dior,pillbreaker,poorstacy children of the dark,love race,yungblud

Stream/download Hannah Stone’s “It’s Raining” here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/hannahstone/its-raining-2 Shot, edited and VFX by Jayden Becker https://www.instagram.com/jaydenhbecker/​ http://www.Jaydenbecker.com​​​ Lighting and production assistance by Tejas Leier Heyden, Richard Moore, and Danny Austin-Manning Hannah Stone’s “God’s Against This” EP coming May 27th

Written/Produced/Engineered by Terrell Crawford APPRECIATE Y'ALL FR Listen on Spotify: http://open.spotify.com/album/7CvVkklBnxUiR38TebUcxg Listen on Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/zoom-single/1565924976 Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ctrlgang/?hl=en Video Credits: Shot by: Alejandro Cortes Edited by: Jayden Becker

Madison Cunningham - No Surprises (Radiohead Cover) with Tyler Chester New EP 'Wednesday' out Nov 6 / Listen Now: http://madisoncunningham.lnk.to/wednesdayID Follow Madison Cunningham everywhere: https://linktr.ee/madisoncunningham New EP 'Wednesday' featuring covers of Radiohead's "No Surprises", The Beatles' "In My Life", John Mayer's "The Age of Worry" and Tom Waits' "Hold On" out Nov 6! Video by Jayden Becker- https://www.jaydenbecker.com/ Engineered by Tejas Leier Heyden #Radiohead #NoSurprises #Wednesday

Listen to Mathew Street here: https://bebewood.lnk.to/mathewst Follow Bebe Wood here: https://twitter.com/bebewood https://www.instagram.com/broadwaybebe/ Written and performed by: Bebe Wood Animation and Editing by: Jayden Becker https://www.jaydenbecker.com/ Shot by: Miles Duvanel

"Spring Cleaning" by The Little Miss www.thelittlemiss.com *Video Credits* Directed by: Shannon Godly Produced by: Madi Maghdessian Cinematography: Isobella Antelis & Jayden Becker Production Design: Genevieve Gorman Deane Editor: Jayden Becker Colorist: Max Retik 1st Assistant Director: Noel Dombroski 1st Assistant Camera: Aris Chang Key Grip: Jalisa Arnold Choreographer: Rebecca Shapiro Makeup Artist: David Gonzalez BTS Photographer: Luis Adrian Lara *Song Credits* Producer: Daniel Grimsland Lead guitar: Tyler Grinham Bass: Daniel Grimsland Drums: Omar Leyva Slide guitar: Will Tendy Acoustic guitar & vocals: Hayley Johnson Mixing: David Anderson Mastering: Dan Coutant at Sunroom Audio *Cast* The Little Miss as herself Angels: Danni Parpan & Molly McCormick Dancers: Jenn Anderson Symphony Arnold Dylan Baker Tyler Beach Amanda Collins Noel Dombroski Sean Fleming Daniel Grimsland Tyler Grinham Ben Heller David Hupp Brian Jackson Cheryl Johnson Michael Johnson Kirstyn Myers Kate Turner © The Little Miss 2020

A self portrait stop motion short film. 2019 Complicated grief - An escape plan for your brain that holds too much weight in your body so it feels as if it’s suffocating under water. Your body screams for peace but your mind dances over the forgotten feelings of heart stabbing pain that you have so carefully stepped around. This is a little snippet of a glimpse of my brain as I sat outside on a beautiful sunny morning painting my toes when I was 16. As the birds chirped, my brain started to spin. A whirlwind of thoughts started to cascade in my mind. It felt like my brain was in an arena and my body was being tormented from the inside out and I had no where to run. A severe panic attack from all the emotions and feelings that I had not faced yet since my dad died. It was the start of a continuous battle of severe anxiety, intrusive obsessive thoughts, and depression. It was like a damn was opened up and everything flooded out. Complicated grief. She told me. That’s what you have. I sat in the warn green corduroy couch tapping my foot to keep my mind at bay. My therapist looked at me as I blankly stared back. What the hell is that I said. What on earth is complicated grief. At least 8 failed medications, transcranial magnetic stimulation, microdosing mushrooms (good for in the moment but not helpful long term), an outpatient program (this was horrible and I left), therapy twice a week for a year (I don’t know what I would do without Stacey), a hospital visit later. Nothing seemed to “fix” me. Nothing but time. Time is and has been my best friend and my worst enemy. Trying not to glide over it helps too. Tilting my head down and trudging through it full force. Complicated grief. Grief. Complications. Feelings. Thoughts. Emotions. Overpowering. But getting through. One step forward. 3948 steps back. But somehow I’ve made it to where I am. And sometimes my brain feels like this video. And sometimes it’s at peace. ~

Filmed & edited by Jayden Becker

Hannah Stone’s cover of “Every Time the Sun Comes Up” by Sharon Van Etten Video shot and edited by Jayden Becker

New EP 'Bubble Rap' now streaming everywhere! https://smarturl.it/BubbleRap Follow us on Spotify for a new EP each month: https://smarturl.it/DanAndDrumSP big ol thanks to Jayden Becker for the creation: https://jaydenbecker.com Lyrics: https://dananddrum.com/goodies Official Store --- https://dananddrum.com/store Instagram --- https://instagram.com/dananddrum Facebook --- https://facebook.com/dananddrum Twitter --- https://twitter.com/dananddrum Spotify --- https://smarturl.it/DanAndDrum_Spotify Contact --- danandrum@gmail.com

Ben Matin - "Hey Child" Video Shot and Edited by Jayden Becker

The Little Miss, Copyright 2019. All rights reserved. Music video credits: Director, Cinematographer, Editor: Jayden Becker (www.jaydenbecker.com) Executive Producer: Hayley Johnson Ghost one: Hayley Johnson Ghost two: David Hupp Dog wrangler/Patient Roommate: Kirstyn Myers Ghost wrangler: Hannah Johnson Song credits: "Baby, it's October" performed by The Little Miss & The Cactus Kissers Written by Hayley Johnson Recorded and produced by Daniel Grimsland Lead guitar by Tyler Grinham Drums/Percussion by Omar Leyva Bass guitar by Daniel Grimsland Pedal Steel by Will Teddy Vocals, whistling and acoustic guitar by Hayley Johnson

Video shot and edited by Jayden Becker https://www.instagram.com/jaydenhbecker/​ http://www.Jaydenbecker.com​​​ Engineered and mixed by Tejas Leier Heyden Featuring Tejas Leier Heyden on guitar and Danny Austin-Manning on synths New EP by Hannah Stone coming this Spring

Directed, Shot, Edited by Jayden Becker for Dresage 2020 live shows ~

Mel Ross Performing 'Confusion' Directed, Shot, Edited, by Jayden Becker

Directed, filmed and edited and colored by Jayden Becker

Moonbloom By Riorden (Official Music Video) Shot and Edited by Jayden Becker

Houndtrack performing Crestwood Hills Shot and edited by Jayden Becker

Directed, Filmed, Edited, Colored by Jayden Becker

Painted, Shot, Edited, VFX - Jayden Becker

Directed, Filmed, Edited, Colored by Jayden Becker

Animation by Jayden Becker

Directed, Filmed, Produced, Edited, and VFX Ashland Independent film festival Honorable Mention 2018 Portland Unknown Fingertip Exhibition 2018 www.jaydenbecker.com Anxiety: It’s a constant feeling of always being one step In front of this towering storm ready to suck you up into its mouth crashing down all sides around you till you can’t breath. It’s this obsessive replay of thoughts that haunt you the more you resist, controlling your mind. It’s this feeling of needing to run out of your body because it feels as if it’s slowing being crushed from the inside out. A stop motion short film, shot, painted, modeled, and edited by myself. Song: Broke For Free by Night Owl

Hannah Stone - "Hit or Miss" Porch Sessions Connect with Hannah: https://www.instagram.com/hannahstoneandco/ FIlmed and Edited by Jayden

Directed, Filmed, Edited, Colored by Jayden Becker

vocals + guitar: Jeff Pianki filmed by: Jayden Becker, Noah Rowlett sound by: Tejas Leier Heyden produced by: Noah Rowlett